Poems by Lori The Following Poems were written by me.  Out of respect please do not copy or reproduce them with out my consent.
	My SIDS Angel My brown hair girl Sent from above Child of my womb Given to me to love My tiny baby girl You fill my heart Love at first sight Right from the start Named after her aunts Our sweet Kathleen Jean If only her future We could have seen She was taken from us SIDS silently did creep Into our home It left us to weep Until then I know You are in the Fathers arms Never to feel pain Away from all harm I now ache in my heart I miss you Katee I will hold you again Heaven we will be. With all my Love, Mommy For Grandma Diane.   She loves each of her grand babies unconditionally.   She gives her heart to them, asking nothing in return I know my Grandma Loves me I know my grandma loves me She told me all the time She would bounce me on her knee And sing to me in rhyme She would softly rock me To peaceful sleep And pray the Lord my soul to keep Now in her room she quietly weeps From her broken heart In darkness creeps Her pain is not for her alone Its multiplied by three She grieves for my mommy, herself and little me For Grandpa Ron.  May he allow the healing touch of Jesus take the hurt and  anger he has in his heart My Grandpa is so Angry My grandpa is so angry And I'm the reason why He sits alone inside his truck Wonders why I had to die My grandpa was so busy Hardly time to play There was so much to tell me But it would wait for another day Now he sits alone and ponders What kind of man am I And what kind of God who created us Would allow a child to die If only my Grandpa knew How much I loved him too Then maybe he wouldn't be so sad And he would let Jesus come through For Jesus wants to tell him How he holds me in his care He wants my Grandpa to know His pain my Jesus does bare My Grandpa is so angry And I'm the reason why I sit beside my grandpa Secretly hugging him as he cries What do you say? What do you say to a grieving parent? What magical words are there? What can you do the help them? To show them that you care? Don't tell me that you understand Unless this cross you've bared Don't tell me I will be OK How little must you care? Don't tell me I can have another. Which one of yours can you replace? At least I have my other kids Which one of yours would you erase? Don't tell me she's better in the Fathers hand. Whats better than her mothers embrace? Don't tell me its all in Gods plan Not my God my Saving Grace. Tell me you are here for me Your shoulder is always there Let me know you are my friend That you will always care Let me talk about my baby Share with you my pain And in the end If no words should come A simple hug will do